Waking up to you grumpy and exhausted is yet still the blessing of my life. Watching you sleep still puts tears in my eyes. I love you so much my youngling.
bringing back your inner child. I look forward to having a reason to go visit the park when its beautiful out. Playing pretend or having a tea party. Making Friday’s our “game nights” and Saturday’s “movie night” I look forward to wanting to play dress up and become my makeup/hair dresser. And if your not girly girl that’s fine, we can play with you pokemon cards or watch espn. Or if you dont enjoy that we can have quiet time and read our books then tell each other our favorite parts or brief summaries of what we just read. I love knowing that I have a partner. And yes I am aware I am a young mother but being young dosnt determine if I am equip for the job - any mom can fail or win at that role, it just means I understand because I was in your shoes not to long ago and all those memories are as vivid as the air you and I breath.And well i look forward in re living them with you. I love you my waterfall<3
As I watch you grow day by day I see the ways of life and change. As if it was always there for me to see, but never did I felt the need to look. Life before you was meaningless, auto-polite, a flow. But now it is bigger, As if the world grew 10 sizes the day you was placed in my arms. Within 5 months you’ve allowed me to view life in a new light. I’ve never been this strong for myself, never knew I had such strength to speak my inner heart. I dont feel heavy anymore, I dont feel a sense not being wanted, loneliness. I love you more as days pass. I am proud of every roll you make, babble noise you create, laugh you squeak out. Oh my love, I am truly grateful of your health, your happiness and your love. You have truly made me a better person. Thankyou.
Because I am a first time mom to a 4 month old I do my share of research from magazine articles, books, google/bing, other mommies etc. . Don’t be afraid to relate, ask, or recommend other moms to your own experiences. After all- ALL mothers were once in your shoes at one point.
my darling waterfall.
The other day I came across a video of you when you where about 10 hours old. You was so delicate with your eyes closed and mouth open as your lounges got accustom to breathing in and out air. Skin to skin you layed on my chest, I couldn’t grasp the reality you where finally here. Now 4 months later I connect with you and am still in shock. Your growing wonderfully and is filled with all sorts of talents. You still babble on- even to strangers. You laugh when i sing to you any songs. You can fit your hole fist in your mouth, and enjoy chewing your pink gums away. You roll from your stomach to your back. And now your newest talent grabbing your feet. Your completely alert and nosy/interested on everything going around you. Your fussy a lot more, but I’m guessing its all those emotions running inside you, you have know clue how to handle them besides in the safety of me nursing you. Its amazing to watch you grow. Like I always tell everyone, I’m tagging along with the most amazing person I’ve ever met. I love you with all of my heart Lynn.