bringing back your inner child. I look forward to having a reason to go visit the park when its beautiful out. Playing pretend or having a tea party. Making Friday’s our “game nights” and Saturday’s “movie night” I look forward to wanting to play dress up and become my makeup/hair dresser. And if your not girly girl that’s fine, we can play with you pokemon cards or watch espn. Or if you dont enjoy that we can have quiet time and read our books then tell each other our favorite parts or brief summaries of what we just read. I love knowing that I have a partner. And yes I am aware I am a young mother but being young dosnt determine if I am equip for the job - any mom can fail or win at that role, it just means I understand because I was in your shoes not to long ago and all those memories are as vivid as the air you and I breath.And well i look forward in re living them with you. I love you my waterfall<3

As I watch you grow day by day I see the ways of life and change. As if it was always there for me to see, but never did I felt the need to look. Life before you was meaningless, auto-polite, a flow. But now it is bigger, As if the world grew 10 sizes the day you was placed in my arms. Within 5 months you’ve allowed me to view life in a new light. I’ve never been this strong for myself, never knew I had such strength to speak my inner heart. I dont feel heavy anymore, I dont feel a sense not being wanted, loneliness. I love you more as days pass. I am proud of every roll you make, babble noise you create, laugh you squeak out. Oh my love, I am truly grateful of your health, your happiness and your love. You have truly made me a better person. Thankyou.

Because I am a first time mom to a 4 month old I do my share of research from magazine articles, books, google/bing, other mommies etc. . Don’t be afraid to relate, ask, or recommend other moms to your own experiences. After all- ALL mothers were once in your shoes at one point.